About the Webmaster, his family and friends.

1 Peter 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,

Hi to all and here is just a little bio on who I am, who the wife is, and why we do this.

Firstly I do NOT hate JW's, I love them.

I have spent hours learning about what the watch tower has taught these people, you don't do that out of hate. I do how ever hate the lies that they spread as a result of being taught things themselves that are false.
I also have a bit if a problem when it comes to Christians who say witnessing to witnesses is a waist of time, .. you want to see me explode,.. say that to my face... not a pretty site.

EVERYONE deserves to hear the correct gospel of Christ, even a JW, in fact some of them probably deserve it more than others, if that were at all possible. They certainly show a lot more zeal for God than the average Christian does!

I have a witness going on right now with a lady that has been "in the truth" for over 27 years. I know that one day this lady is going to have the guts to get up and leave, its only a matter of time.

Below this I have written out a small part of my testimony that concerns the time of me attending 3 or 4 bible studies given by the watchtower.

This is how I came to do what I do with this ministry:

I will start from a part of my life that is in my main testimony. I don't go into details there of what happened with myself and Carol, as it really wouldn't interest people who are not involved in the ministry of witnessing to those in cults.

I had been to church for the first time in many, many years and had really heard from the Lord. I did what many people do when God jumps out and them and shouts, "BOO !", I ran!
The only person I could think of running too, was Carol.
I knew that she believed in God, even though I didn't agree with a lot of what she was being taught. I had been at her house once or twice when this nice lady had appeared to give her 'bible lessons'. This lady had always frowned upon me being there, but had put up with it as she knew that Carol and I were very good friends.

"You can stay" she would say, "as long as you don't interrupt", so I did, stay that is....
I'd sit and listen, and smirk.. and listen.. and smirk some more and then it would all be over.

This Lady (whose name was Jean) could not resist though. "So what did you think of it then" she would ask me? Well I could hardly not answer the women could I?
"Rubbish is one word that comes to mind".
She asked why.
"Well I don't really understand all this, and who am I to argue with you, except... you seem to be taking one or two... ( I paused.. ) or more than that actually.. you seem to be taking a lot of things for granted. To be more precise, I think you are reading things into the bible that aren't actually there."

If this meeting had taken place six months AFTER I had come to the Lord then there would be little point to me mentioning it. It happened six months BEFORE I came to the Lord! I believe with all that I am that there was a spiritual battle going on for my soul during those times. I don't know if there was something in my heart that stopped me from accepting their lies, I have spent many, many hours trying to figure out why I didn't fall for any of it.. after 10 years I still don't really know... I don't think I ever will.

What I do know is that every time I met that lady, I went home feeling ill. I felt, (and get this) like something was attached to me bringing me down.

When on the 15th May 1993, at 9pm at night I arrived at Carol's house, I was on fire from having heard the true Gospel for the first time. When I had explained all that had happened to me at church Carol asked me, " do you think you heard from God tonight "?

My reply was, "No Carol, I don't think I have heard from God tonight, I KNOW I have!

Her reply was, "Well you better go for it then"

You see Carol wasn't an active, baptised member... she had her doubts as well. She did however have all the doctrines in her head, and there is no way on the face of this earth that she should have said that too me, but she did. The next day a brother led me through a sinners prayer and I had a crash, bang wallop conversion.

Had Carol not said those words, I really don't know if would have taken that step. I can not stress how important I see those words as being part of me coming to Christ, but they came from a JW?

The grace of God is awesome at times, leaves me speechless more than anything else. I can not understand what it is to be trapped within the WTBTS, God's unfathomable grace saved me from that. I don't know what it is to have to leave everything that you believed in, friends, family, loved ones.. all because you know you have chosen to follow a false prophet.. I just don't know what it feels like.

This I do know.

When the Lord showed me how desperately close I came to all that, He showed me the ministry He has planned for me. Within weeks of starting to read the bible I was witnessing to Carol about why the WT was so, so wrong. She was going to Jean with all sorts of questions, non of which she ever got an answer for. He then gave me this scripture:
"Great love has no man that this, that he lay down his life for his brother". Jesus showed me that above everything else.. above doctrine.. above false prophecies... above lies and covers ups.... I was to lay my life down for this lady Carol, and for every JW that I ever met. By laying down my life for them, by going the extra mile I would win their hearts. The WT covers many, many, many miles, but their followers are incapable of ever going 'the extra mile'.

When 2 years later Carol wanted to move to Wrexham from Blackpool the elders of her congregation told everyone there that this was not of Jehovah, and that no one should help her in any way at all... they left her high and dry.

I loaded, packed.. and drove the large wagon to and back from Wrexham. I know that she saw God working in me that day, and I even got to give her the verse about laying down your life... she cried at this point....

I don't know if she ever found Jesus, I have lost contact with her, she is the Lord's now, and I trust in Him for her soul.

I hope this is not too boring for you all, it is very very personal to me, but it is who I am. I sometimes think that EX-JW's look at me and think, what's his excuse for being here then.. he hasn't even been one of us? I do get where they are coming from, but I would give my life to bring just one of these lost ones out of darkness, I ache to see them saved until it hurts.

This web site has been off line for about 5 years, mainly because if money to be honest. It also takes up a lot of time, and that's something else I seem to have less and less of these days.

I will try my hardest to get this back to where it once was and to start herlping those lost to the Watchtower and it's lies once again.

God bless all that we do and may the truth of Christ reign in is always